Saturday, February 27, 2021

Gary Beatrice Discography #2

 We've now made it to the end of February, and life, both on the political and the pandemic fronts, while still sketchy, seem to be trending in the right direction. Here in Vermont we're now only three months away from spring (UTKR) so even the weather is hopeful. This is one of our free form months so there's no overriding theme, although sometimes as I'm putting the entries together I try and create one nevertheless. Our theme this month is clearly: "We don't need no stinkin' themes." As usual, this is a beautiful and eclectic mix of music, much of which was completely new to me.


Cheryl Casey


"My discography entries suck. I like to dance."

What the Junior Faculty lack in focus they make up for in energy.


Alice Neiley


Well, this week has been one of those weeks. Truly, so much junk had already happened by Tuesday that I thought Tuesday was Friday and of course was wildly disappointed. That said, since it was only Tuesday, the pressure to find a song for this week's discography was minimal, which meant I forgot about it until yesterday...and the torture began. Luckily, inspiration rose from the proverbial ashes when the esteemed Steve Wehmeyer posted an amazing article about an even more amazing group of female POC banjo players who have resurrected and rearranged African American slave songs. Now, amazing as they are, their music is not what my post is about, but it led me to investigate each woman individually, only to find that one of them is Rhiannon Giddens from the Carolina Chocolate Drops!! THAT led me down the ever enticing NPR Tiny Desk Concert rabbit hole, which in turn led me back to youtube for live recordings...and that's when I saw it. The Carolina Chocolate Drops covering Blu Cantrell's "Hit 'Em Up Style." What. WHAT? That song was quite popular in the early 2000s on top 40 radio, and as old-school as my musical tastes were, even then, I was a sucker for the gleeful revenge, anger, power, and R&B groove of this tune. Still, if it comes on the radio, I sing along. Loudly. This is the original, in case you're interested, but the Carolina Chocolate Drops absolutely TRANSFORMED it while somehow keeping its essence in tact. They even manage to re-create the somewhat off-kilter, unsettling intro...but better. The fusion of bluegrass, soul, and 2000s R&B-pop is flawless, and I wish we saw more of at least the first two genres blended, as soul and bluegrass are both considered 'roots' -- music from the American South -- which essentially gave us most other American musical genres, yet soul and bluegrass are often separated in our minds along racial or cultural lines. The Carolina Chocolate Drops bring us back to true, authentic roots music -- the bluegrass/soul blend, the instrumentation -- but often with a modern twist. Of course...they also have Rhiannon Giddens, the definition of a musical triple threat: she's an insane musician, an excellent writer and arranger, gorgeous, and...her VOICE. CCD's rendition of "Hit Em Up Style" makes use of all of Rhiannon's 'threats', but most particularly her fiddle skills and her vocal stylings. The two other members of the band are essentially accompaniment, but in a 20-Feet-From-Stardom-Backup-Singer type of way. They're present and incredible in their own rights, the instruments like extensions of their own powerful bodies, but they make it clear Rhiannon is the show stopper. I know they recorded their cover at some point, but I'm hesitant to listen to it. I'm not sure a recorded version of this cover would quiiiteee work, as the live performance is steaming and popping with energy, and watching these three jam together is an unparalleled experience, even on screen. Suffice it to say, I've watched this video about 20 times since yesterday, I may never choose to listen to the original again. Unless of course it comes on the radio. I can't help myself. 


Miranda Tavares


Well. It’s been a rough 4 years, and I, for one, feel a bit like Dorothy waking up to find it was all a dream. It wasn’t, obviously, but the difference between yesterday and today is just as jarring as the difference between sleep and wakefulness. Depression has been the norm, and attempts to lift myself out of it were thwarted by daily observations of hatred and stupidity. I lost a couple friends to that fatal disease of Trumpism, withdrew into myself to prevent losing a couple more, and found the silver lining in covid was to allow me to take the self-isolation to an extreme during the election season. Honestly, though, my social bubble pre-dated covid. Much safer that way. 

Now it’s a brand-new day. Yes, hatred and stupidity still exist and always will, but I have hope we can beat them back into the dark and dusty corners where most souls don’t care to venture. I no longer fear the suffocation of the love and compassion trying to poke through life like a determined but lonely weed in a sidewalk crack. I have a long way to go. We have a long way to go. But what is damaged can be fixed. Time to get to work.

The Record Company, "Life to Fix"


Bill Farrington


So....this was my thought for Edition #1 of the discography.   I have procrastinated to the point it is now a tardy entrant for Edition #2.

 

The Healer is a collaboration of  John Lee Hooker and Carlos Santana.  Carlos Santana credits blues as a formative influence, but I don't necessarily hear it in his music.  This was an unexpected combination for me in a way that it wouldn't have been had Hooker collaborated with any of the members of blues worshipping British Invasion of the 60's and 70's.

 

I enjoy John Lee Hooker a great deal, and of course Carlos Santana, is Carlos Santana. 

 

The Healer is from a disc of compilations  John Lee Hooker did with various artists. He is not as well known as his contemporaries that formed friendships with prominent English musicians - ex: BB King and Muddy Waters - but I judge him to be worthy of that group.    



Lynette Vought

 

Runaway Baby

 

   In Michigan, February is a gloomy month, and we have to find other ways to make our days bright. Runaway Baby fits the bill. In this performance, Bruno Mars shines like the sun, with a sly smile and a pompadour, doing the splits and calling out his audience to dance and celebrate music. Please accept it as a warm ray of golden sunshine when there is none outside.

   When I saw Bruno Mars and the Hooligans during their Grammy Awards performance in 2012, I had no idea who he was (which is an example of how out of touch I usually am). So, when the chaotic beginning resolved into a tightly choreographed funk/soul/rock song performed by young men in gold lamè jackets, I couldn’t stop smiling.

     It is very likely that it is the whole performance I am enamored with and not just the song or the artists. I enjoy the references to Elvis, James Brown, Michael Jackson and others, which helps make this song an interesting mix of genres. There are fine musicians all around in this group, and Jamareo Artis’ funky bass especially stands out. Besides contributing some very inventive licks, he also dances while playing. He makes it look easy, but I’d wager it is not.

   I also appreciate the honesty of the lyrics and cheek with which they are delivered. The lyrics collected some criticism because they were said to be too callous about women’s feelings. But, isn’t he doing them a favor by making the situation clear? Besides, don’t Girls Just Want to Have Fun?

   The one thing I could have done without was the megaphone, but, if Bruno has so many “bunnies”, maybe he needs one to keep them organized and informed.

    It is not just the song and the musicianship of this piece that made me choose it. It is the energy, the sass, the influences and the precision of this performance. It is almost as refreshing as a quick visit to a sun-soaked beach.

   In the middle of this cold, grey month, I hope that revisiting Runaway Baby will bring you some much needed sunshine and cheer. 


Kathy Seiler


Don’t Give Up” Peter Gabriel and Kate Bush

 

This post marks my return, at least for this month, to the Discography. Life has been, well... a lot. I’m not sure I know anyone who was a fan of 2020, and I sure wasn’t. I haven’t been a big fan of 2021 so far, although it’s better (I guess) than 2020. In addition to the global pandemic, there was a lot of death in my family. Not from COVID, thankfully, but still losses of some dearly beloved and a lot of illness, both myself and in family members. I finished out the year with major orthopedic surgery on December 30, 2020. It’s like 2020 just said, “Oh you thought it was over? Ha.” And then flipped me the bird while the surgeon drilled holes in my bone.

 

I’ve been in some pretty dark places this past year. The thing that kept me going was my family and my friends. I’m not a quitter, as anyone who knows me knows well, but I had so many times I didn’t think I could keep going. I was so very tired from non-stop work, illness, caring for parents over the summer, and the mental burden of the pandemic. But now, I am finally beginning to walk after surgery, finally on sabbatical, and finally starting to take a much needed breath after a long time submerged. I’m starting to get my bearings back after being held under for so long, both by pandemics and circumstance, but sometimes also by other people. I’m starting to see clearly again, and taking stock.

 

This song post is a thank you to all in my life who helped me through and who continue to support me. To everyone who helped me not to give up. My family has been my rock. My grown son’s hugs have saved me (and made me cry) many times. My daughter and I have grown closer as she has helped to care for my soul when all I was physically allowed to do was sit on the couch. So many friends brought us food during my post-operative period, some several times (thank you Scudder) and some from afar sent me things to keep me busy (Alice, I still can’t draw but I’m trying). The love and kindness I have received has been overwhelming in the best of ways. 

 

This song is also a special nod to my husband Phil who has had to see me at my absolutely lowest, worst, weakest, and most vulnerable lately.  The video for this song is a little cheesy, but really, it’s simple and incredibly intimate. Just Peter and Kate embracing. For the ENTIRE song. And since Phil has always had a major crush on the great Kate Bush, this was even more apropos for the post. 

 

The intimacy of the embrace held for so long holds both a tenderness and awkwardness that I find striking and so very, very REAL. And if you watch, the embrace starts off in a fairly static wa, and then seems to become more comfortable and intense over the course of the video. Intimacy, whether romantic or platonic, always seems to start off so awkwardly. Love is awkward far more than we like to admit.  What I’ve learned really matters is that you are able to keep giving and receiving love even when you want to crawl out of your own skin. And the longer you keep loving and holding on to one another through the awkwardness, the easier it gets.

 

For all those who gave me love through this, thank you for helping me not to give up. Thank you for the love. I look forward to keep on returning the love through the awkwardness.



Dave Kelley


I was torn between which of two songs to select this month so being an entitled prick, I am choosing them both.

 

I am inclined to choose more recent music in this iteration of the blog.  2020 was obviously a horrible year for live music, but damn there were some great studio releases. 

 

 Taylor Swift has always produced excellent pop music.  I never considered her a guilty pleasure.  2020 saw her release not one but two great records that lifted her to even greater heights.  There are well over 30 tracks in all, and there is not a stinker in the bunch.  "Exile" is my favorite.  It is a gorgeous duet between Swift and Bon  Iver.  The singers offer very different views of their breakup within the same song.  Sort of a romantic Rashoman.  As he complains that she gave him no sign of their impending breakup, she repeatedly sings "there were so many signs." Just a great song sung perfectly.

 

My second song is "Georgia" by Katie Pruitt who released one of the great debut albums ever "Expectations" in 2020.  Art at its best allows us to view existence through the eyes of someone totally unlike ourselves.  I am not a woman, I am not gay, I am not in my twenties, and I was not raised in the deep South by fundamentalist parents.  But fuck, this song me allows to look through the eyes of someone who was.  The first half of the song is just heartbreaking. The second half is redemptive. Both halves of the song bring tears to my eyes.  "Georgia, you were wrong."


Phil Seiler


Shearwater
Backchannels


In a year trapped inside small spaces with little to do, I was surprised how little music brought me comfort or emotional release. I struggled all year to find anything that would connect: new, old, unheard, well-worn, angry, sad, happy, ironically distant. But the search was mostly fruitless.

Except for Shearwater.

This Austin based band are more or less tailor made for me and my tastes and their 2016 album, Jet Plane and Oxbow even more so as it is a true love letter to the music of the 80s without being derivative or cheeky about it. The album is also one of those rarities these days, an obviously constructed album where the songs are meant to flow and have been placed purposely. Oh to have this on vinyl.

The whole thing is gorgeous, emotional, and connecting but Backchannels is the track I choose to focus on.

It starts, simple synth notes, beautiful and sparse, with heavily processed drums and bass joining in. The vocal melody slides in, hovering above punctuated by the occasional guitar chords. The whole track is layered so precisely.

And those beautiful lyrics:
 
And put down the knife
The night is here

But still it's spinning out stars in its wake
That stubborn light
Pools in your heart

Warm and nacreous, baby
The milk of sighs

And dreams

But the kicker, for me, is the bridge and a guitar solo that is the best guitar solo Mark Hollis of Talk Talk never wrote or performed. Like Talk Talk in their later years, this song explores and embraces the spaces between sound, the power of less, and the rapture of allowing lingering notes to resolve into their own silence...and dreams.


Jack Schultz


The Mavericks

How Can You Mend a Broken Heart?

 

If based only on how much this song moves me, I must consider Raul Malo one of my favorite artists. My wife Julie and I heard this live in November of 2017, when he (acoustic solo with the rest of the band on break) dedicated it to the victims of the Las Vegas shooting and pledged to keep playing it until something is done to curb gun violence. Little did we know that in 3 months he would be dedicating it to families of Marie Stoneman Douglas High School in Parkland, a facility in Julie’s (an elementary teacher who must now train 5th graders on what to do when confronted with a shooter) school system.

 

Personally, it angers me when I think about how Valentine’s Day isn’t Valentine’s Day anymore. It’s the anniversary of the fucking shooting.  It outright enrages me when I hear politicians and NRA stooges vow to not consider any changes at all to gun laws. When I hear Malo sing this song, the rage is overwhelmed by sadness. While these aren’t the best of emotions at play, they are real, and they are raw. Even though the song moves me to sadness, I am grateful it does.  The sadness displaces some of the anger.

 

Listening to this reminds me of a call with Gary Scudder and Dave Kelley when (surprise surprise) we were discussing music.  We talked about the role of silence in music.  There are many loud songs by loud bands that employ hard stop silence as if it were a “musical” instrument (I think The Who’s Eminence Front and Springsteen’s Candy’s Room were cited as examples). In the context of an entire Mavericks concert, the silence between notes of How Can You Mend a Broken Heart is deafening.  For most of the night they are a wall of sound. I would compare it to Willin’ in a Little Feat concert. 

 

Anyway, I think the Bee Gees would be happy with the song’s treatment by the Mavericks.  Instead of mending broken hearts, let’s stop breaking them.



Gary Scudder


Bill Evans, What Is There To Say?


OK, every veteran of the Discography will tell you that if this discussion goes on long enough eventually I'll feature every song from the Bill Evans album Everybody Digs Bill Evans. If it seems like this album has been on constant play in my life for over twenty years it's because, well, obviously it has. I know I've talked about Peace Piece and Young and Foolish and doubtless other songs, but now I want to turn my attention to What Is There To Say? It's a beautiful song, but the backstory is fascinating and it shows how artists create but also recreate music. What Is There To Say? was written back in the 1930s for the Ziegfield Follies and it was originally a happy, almost smugly happy, song about a person reveling in the perfect relationship they've finally won.  This cover by Chris Connor gives you a sense of its original intent. It's a pretty, sweet song, but also I would argue generally unremarkable and thus I would propose eminently forgettable. Nevertheless, it eventually became a standard and has been covered by many people over the years, including jazz musicians, as you can hear in this version by Chet Baker.  One way to think about the Evans version is that he transformed it from a happy song to a sad song, but he also added layers of nuance. So, it's not simply that a song celebrating a wonderful relationship has become a song about breaking up, but you can almost follow the thought process and changing moods of the person thinking about breaking it off. In the end the Evans version became the standard and the original overshadowed if not forgotten. 


Thursday, February 25, 2021

On The Beach

 And we're drawing to the close of February, which means that it's been almost year since I last traveled, fourteen months since the Trip of Mystery to Namibia, and sixteen months since Jordan. Sigh. Heavy Sigh. I initially intended to post some more pictures of Namibia, in this from my last night in Swakopmund before I loaded up my rental truck the next morning and headed back to Windhoek (and a very different life). Not surprisingly, these pictures have taken on a much greater weight, especially a metaphorical one, in my mind. Life is changing (well, duh). Yesterday I found myself cancelling the MLB package and my Netflix DVD plan, and instead I'm surviving on the Criterion Channel, Amazon Prime, Spotify, and Audible. I didn't use any of the latter four services a year ago, and had maintained the MLB package and Netflix for years and years. So, a silly observation, one but that showed that the world was changing, and that I was adapting and changing with it. At the same time, not all the changes were so effortless and so painless. When you're contacting physicians with names like Interventional Spine of Vermont to arrange shots in your spine you know that one some level your life sucks. That said, during the last few months of this medical journey have passed through stages where we were, even if often only briefly and tangentially, discussing things like ALS and MS and Multiple Myeloma, the diagnosis of Spinal Canal Stenosis with concomitant nerve and muscle damage (at least this month's popular prognosis) isn't so bad. Essentially, it's not a death sentence, although it still might be a death sentence for the life I want to lead. Which brings us back to the beach at Swakopmund. It wasn't really that long ago when I could/would take off for southern Africa and drive across the desert, was it? The sun set.







Saturday, February 13, 2021

Chained to a Being

 "It is in sickness that we are compelled to recognize that we do not live alone but are chained to a being from a different realm, from whom we are worlds apart, who has no knowledge of us and by whom it is impossible to make ourselves understood: our body."

Marcel Proust, The Guermantes Way

Recently, as I think I mentioned, I've been involved in another reread of Proust's Remembrance of Things Past. Yes, it's my third time working my way through Proust, which causes my friends to back away while trying not to lose eye contact. Right now I'm halfway through The Guermantes Way, the third of the seven installments that make up Remembrance of Things Past (I usually describe it as interminable). This has always been the volume that I've enjoyed the least, although maybe I'm being a bit too hard on it. There are definitely gems here, it just takes a little more digging. Over breakfast (my normal morning routine) I was listening to Proust on Audible and this passage caught my attention. I opened up my copy of Proust and this line wasn't even marked, which means that it probably never even made my earlier blog posts where I discussed Remembrance of Things Past. This alone is pretty solid proof that I simply haven't paid enough attention to this particular volume. It's not that I dislike it necessarily, and the section where Marcel's grandmother dies is heartbreakingly beautiful (in addition to simply heartbreaking). Doubtless all of my physical struggles lately made this resonate. Cynthia Freeland, in Portraits & Persons, talks about the Bodily Self, that is, how our personality is shaped, not simply by intellect or moral influences, but also by our bodies alone. As my world shrinks, I guess my self does as well. Still, I've never given up that easily, so I'll keep fighting.

When you're back at the gym, but you still are dragging your cane around. Still, progress is progress.


 




Maude

 Today my material grandmother, Maude Scudder, would have been 106 years old. My aunt Connie was kind enough to send along some pictures. Lately I've become interested in knowing more about the Evans side of the family (the inspiration for my middle name). My father always stressed the Scudder side of things, but I've always felt that I was a lot closer in nature and personality to Maude than to her husband Herbert (Jum), although he was a sainted figure that I loved dearly (which is probably why I don't see myself in him), or my own father or mother. Obvious similarities: we were both more gray and deaf than we were comfortable with; both more smart than was good for us; and were both more snarky and willing to say anything than the world was comfortable with. Connie also sent me some other info about the Evans side of things, which I'm going to post when I get it organized.

I don't remember her being this vivacious. She was in poor health for as long as I could remember. Like her, I've become a lip reader and fairly adept at providing the laugh that seems appropriate even though I didn't really hear the comments.

Maude's high school gradation picture. I think she had straight A+s throughout her entire academic career, but growing up in a different age and in southern Indiana she never had the chance to go any further. I don't think anybody took more pride in me pursuing a Ph.D. than her.




Sunday, February 7, 2021

Superb Owl Sund Ay

 And I guess I could have tagged this Pandemic (I keep threatening to create that label but never do). It's odd to have a Super Bowl Sunday (or, for fans of What We Do In the Shadows, a Superb Owl Sunday) without having any plans. Often I'm at my friend Cyndi's place or Kevin's apartment, but instead I'm just hunkered down in my little apartment. Still, I think we're closer to the end than the beginning of the pandemic so eventually we'll be back together for Super Bowl - or, more importantly, Grey Cup parties.

Chili and guac are prepared .. .

. . . but I think my game time attire may give away my true allegiance.

And, let's not fool ourselves, the Alouettes are going to win a Super Bowl before the Vikings do.


Saturday, February 6, 2021

Dafu G

 And another picture that I shamelessly raided from an email from one of my students. Here I am in Zanzibar enjoying some dafu, freshly hacked from a tree.

I could definitely go for some young coconut right about now. I still have that Reds shirt, but I believe the hat was swiped (and notorious hat thief Ashley Lenze is the main suspect).




The Anti- #YankeeHellhole

 I've been cleaning pictures off my phone - clearing more room for Audible books and Spotify downloads - which also led me to a casual process of cleaning out my email inbox. The latter is less about making more space than just getting organized (and, hell, everything is more enjoyable than writing) and I had so many pictures that I sent along as emails that were still patiently waiting for me in the ether. I wanted to get them spirited away and organized, and some of them will clearly be printed off and framed. I don't think this one will fall into that category, although it definitely makes me happy just looking at it. Any veteran of this blog would mention the back of Livingstone's in Stone Town. I went there first with my girlfriend Laura on one of our jollies away from Abu Dhabi (I still contend that had just about the most romantic travel itinerary: Abu Dhagi - Doha - Nairobi - Dar Es Salaam - Zanzibar) and the many times since then.

Sadly, the Tanzanian president is one of those (now all too common) populist tyrants who flourishes on fear, hatred and ignorance and has decided that Tanzania is not going to accept the COVID vaccine. So, who knows how many years it will be before we back to Zanzibar. Heavy sigh.



Tuesday, February 2, 2021

One Year?

 Has it only been a year since Namibia? It seems like a thousand years. Part of the reason why it seems so long, obviously, is the pandemic, and the uncertainty surrounding it. My recent health struggles, and, naturally, the uncertainty surrounding it (as well), makes all of this take on greater weight and solemnity. I've had to get my brain around the fact that right now I couldn't travel overseas, or at the very least I couldn't physically lead a student trip. Hopefully we'll sort this all out and they'll be, like the pandemic, another side to it.

This is the Namibia equivalent of stopping in the road in Vermont because of moose. The difference is that the zebra will happily gallop along beside your car.



The Ramayana Is Trying to Kill Me

 Yes, the Ramayana is clearly trying to kill me. I am on sabbatical, and I'm trying to write every day. It's easy to mope about not being able to spend a semester in Palestine and a month in Australia - the original plan pre-COVID - but I try to not lose sight of the fact that I have this entire semester to focus on writing. It is a blessing and I appreciate the opportunity. The sabbatical is not designed to be a vacation, even if recharging your batteries is definitely part of the process. It's about time I finished this bloody book, even if it never evolves beyond the embryonic manuscript phase.

Yes, and that is only the Ramayana, not all of the other books about the Ramayana. While it may no longer be true, I do think that for a while the only two complete copies of the Critical Edition of the Ramayana in Vermont were at the St. Michael's College Library and my living room.



The Long Ball for the Long Haul

 One of the things that made the recent surgery reasonably pleasant was the many friends who stepped up to help out. Dannah, Steve, Cindy and Phil & Kathy dropped off lots of food and nursed me back to health. Pedro from the Food Shelf dropped off a copy of Tom Adelman's The Long Ball because, as he explained, I need to take a break from reading so many egghead books (as usual, he's right).

I haven't read a book about sports in an age, and I'm really enjoying this one.

And, yes, as a Reds fan I definitely remember the 1975 World Series than a Red Sox fan would. At the time the Reds had not won a championship in thirty-five years, so we had our own emotional baggage (although not Red Sox worthy). I clearly remember crying after game six.



That Moment

 The first of what I suspect will end up being several surgeries - the one to trim my unwieldly meniscus - seemed to have gone well (although my knee keeps popping, and I was hoping that would be alleviated). It's amazing to think that only two days after surgery about all I left to remind me of the procedure were two (over the counter) Band Aids to cover the wounds and the fading remnants of the surgeon's autograph above my right knee.

At least I didn't wake up with Ray Milland's head freshly transplanted, so I'll count it as a win. Oh, and I was listening to Proust's Within a Budding Grove on Audible, because I'm really cool.

I did have that moment when this view seemed to imply even greater significance in that it represented my new universe, an increasingly limited one and one that featured more and more time spent in hospitals.