And now it's New Year's Eve. I've proposed before that folks who teach for a living have a different biological clock than the rest of humanity because our year doesn't begin and end at the same time, so the New Year is more of an interruption than the beginning and end of anything. That said, it's still an elegiac time of year and it's difficult to not get reflective. As always, the other members of the Discography group were much more creative than some rusted historians, and this is a wonderfully inspired week - and a great way to ring out a wretched year.
Or, as Mike Kelly expressed aesthetically during a particularly inane and endless faculty meeting:
I met you at JC Penny. I think your name tag said "Jenny".
Or better yet
Cause when our eyes did meet, girl you could tell I was packing heat. Ain't no use in wasting time getting to know each other.
But best of all is the chorus punch line, one that only Prince could pull off:
I want to get with you
And your sister
I think her name's Debra.
I hope you all have a wonderful 2017.
Jackson Browne, These Days
I went through a huge Jackson Browne phase in late high school and and in college, although it didn't make it past Running on Empty, which ended up being a prophetic title for an album and a career. Still, I liked his early albums quite a bit, and I downloaded a couple of them recently (I had his first five in album format, but they disappeared over the years) and some of the songs still resonated quite nicely. These Days has always been my favorite Browne song, and it even provided the name for a comic strip that I drew for my college newspaper. A friend of mine once joked that my dream is that when I die everyone on the planet will each owe me $10. I won't want the money, but it's essential that over the years I would have done more for them than they did for me. I suspect that this observation is very true. Now, why is this the case? Doubtless part of it is vanity, which speaks to a certain weakness of character, although there's obviously more to it than that. The excellent Dave Kelley has often opined that none of us ever survive our childhood, and, as with most things, he's correct. Somehow my parents, later strengthened by Marcus Aurelius and even later by religious precepts, convinced me that you always have to give more than you receive, which I think is a logical and fairly noble way for anyone to lead their lives, and it would almost instantly solve all the problems the world faces. Now, do I pull this off? Clearly, I don't, and it remains sadly aspirational. The other side of this is that my parents, and mainly my father, inculcated in me the belief that it is a sign of weakness to ever ask for help, which has left me pretty crazy. When my marriage was breaking up I ended up sleeping on the floor of my office for five months because I could not tell anyone that I needed help. All of this spins back to the Jackson Browne song because it is a reflection on the times that we've failed others, and that's something that really tears at me, especially at this time of the year. It seems to me that despite the best of intentions I've failed so many people, some of them spectacularly. So, if I have a New Year's resolution it would be to work harder towards that $10.
Or, as Mike Kelly expressed aesthetically during a particularly inane and endless faculty meeting:
It shows that friends can redeem anything, and I am blessed to count you all as my friends. |
Gary Beatrice
Beck,
Debra
Sometimes I get inspired and send G a whole bunch of songs in a short period of time. I did that not too long ago and as a result you got Yeah Yeah Yeahs on Christmas Eve and they aren't the slightest bit related. I've intentionally sent Beck's Debra on the last day of 2016 as a nod to dearly departed Prince.
One of the many things that make Beck so brilliant is his ability to take so many different influences in so many genres and mash them into a unique sound. Debra is one of the few songs in which he doesn't do that. I hear Debra as a straight Prince tribute / send up, from the funky and sensual organ to the falsetto vocals, to the funny and naughty lyrics. Who but Prince would begin a song
Sometimes I get inspired and send G a whole bunch of songs in a short period of time. I did that not too long ago and as a result you got Yeah Yeah Yeahs on Christmas Eve and they aren't the slightest bit related. I've intentionally sent Beck's Debra on the last day of 2016 as a nod to dearly departed Prince.
One of the many things that make Beck so brilliant is his ability to take so many different influences in so many genres and mash them into a unique sound. Debra is one of the few songs in which he doesn't do that. I hear Debra as a straight Prince tribute / send up, from the funky and sensual organ to the falsetto vocals, to the funny and naughty lyrics. Who but Prince would begin a song
I met you at JC Penny. I think your name tag said "Jenny".
Or better yet
Cause when our eyes did meet, girl you could tell I was packing heat. Ain't no use in wasting time getting to know each other.
But best of all is the chorus punch line, one that only Prince could pull off:
I want to get with you
And your sister
I think her name's Debra.
I hope you all have a wonderful 2017.
Dave Wallace
Joe Jackson, I'm The Man
As we prepare for the
inauguration of our new president, I will be devoting my song posts this month
to cynicism, disillusionment, and apocalyptic doom, all of which match my
current mood. I start off with Joe Jackson's furious ode to modern-day snake-oil
salesmen, which seems an appropriate description for Donald Trump.
Right now
I think I'm gonna plan a new
trend
Because the line on the graph's
getting low
And we can't have that
And you think you're immune
But I can sell you anything
Of course, the song is insanely
propulsive, with the band repeatedly threatening to spin out of control, but
somehow holding it together until the end. The baseline throughout is
just tremendous.
Kelly Thomas
Tom Waits, A Sight for Sore Eyes
No one wallows quite like Mr.
Waits. I admit, I'm a contender, but he's still the best. Because this is my
least favorite time of year, New Year's Eve is a welcome relief: it means the
holidays are officially over at the stroke of midnight.
In 1988, I was in love with an
anarchist political science professor 14 years my senior, and moved to
Montpelier with him. We lived in a tiny apartment on State Street and commuted
to Burlington together in his El Camino wagon to teach at Trinity College. He
owned 37 guns and we spent many a winter evening loading shotgun shells
together, which taught me the true meaning of "shooting your wad."
Loving Frank meant I didn't see him over the holidays, as he was away in Maine,
hunting moose. He hunted all seasons: bow, rifle, muzzle-loader, which he
considered his "high holy days." We always had venison. And PBR,
before it was hipster beer. Ours was a tempestuous affair and when we'd quarrel
I took refuge by filling up the big claw-foot tub and playing my Best
of Tom Waits tape on the boombox. Alone on New Year's Eve
1988, I made myself a nice dinner, opened a bottle of champagne, phoned
everyone I loved, then took a bath with Mr. Waits.
Frank and I parted ways shortly
after the fall of the Berlin Wall, went on to find our true loves, and stay in
touch, however infrequently. He emailed me a couple of weeks ago that he
finally finished his book, an ecological interpretation of the Constitution: America's
Environmental Legacies: Shaping Policy through Institutions and Culture.
It only took him 29 years, but god love him, he persisted.
Listening to this song again,
with its references to baseball greats I had little clue about as I pruned up
in that big tub, I’m struck by the eloquence of the bar chat phrases, so spot
on and evocative of dives where I plopped my ample Irish arse on a bar stool
next to my friends, laughing, confessing, bullshitting, flirting, crying or
debating. Having recently lost two of those folks, its boozy longing fits in a
deeper way than it did in 88. "The old gang ain't around everyone has left
town." I'll be toasting those palookas tonight. I hope they died with
the radio on.
Nate Bell
Attempting to shake off the rust
after a hiatus of festive stress...Apropos as the theme of the first selection
for week 37 is rust...in a fashion.
500 Miles to Memphis, 1947
This week I had the occasion to
drive through Portsmouth, Ohio, and the now unfortunately named named Ironton.
I drive by many neat, tidy, inexpensive houses, many maintained with what what
I imagine might be fanatic devotion. Around the homes...wasteland.
In a very literal sense, land, wasted, and land laid to waste. The
crumbling skeletons of industry jut from the shoreline like the bones of a long
dead Beast, now as out of place, archaic but massive, a monument to nothing
else but the beast's own demise, and just as relevant now as mastodon bones to
those living there.
" Oh river town what's left
intact?
That way of life is now long gone
Along the river there lies a town in ruin
What was once good has gone away
You made steel for near thirty years along the banks of the Ohio
But they don't want you
They don't need you anymore
Gonna shut you down
All that's left is the old and they're dying
That way of life is now long gone
Along the river there lies a town in ruin
What was once good has gone away
You made steel for near thirty years along the banks of the Ohio
But they don't want you
They don't need you anymore
Gonna shut you down
All that's left is the old and they're dying
It was a good living...but that
was a long time...ago"
I like this song, it's simple and
mournful. I truly appreciate the way that the song doesn't aggrandize the
past of the river towns, and don't make any attempt--by the singer or the
implication--that there is a dream of return, or hopes for old glories. The
song simply states a fact, and bleeds out the sadness of a region plainly,
clearly, with the pain, anger, and finally, the acceptance of the death.
It is a dirge to the death of a livelihood and a region, no flowery phrases or
false flattery, just music in place of tears.
Which leads me to the next
entry. At the New Year, some may dwell on hopes denied or chances
lost. Others put a rhinestone gloss on the future, where everything is
bright, shiny, and ultimately false. I like the previous entry in that it
mourns the past without completely gilding it, or completely submerging the
sense of self and worth in the loss.
This next song, though I can't
claim to completely interpret it correctly, is about a girl who dwells on her
past, and engages in all the self destructive behaviors one does when thinking
about what one has lost:
500 Miles to Memphis, Broken,Busted, Bloody
In my interpretation, the song is
sung by a person who has been similarly been beaten down, has a few things
wrong at the moment, yet still sees some hope and potential. In less
precise phrasing, he is still up for a relationship, just as soon as she gets
her head out her ass and stops brooding about her old boyfriend:
"Sitting in a mustang she
does a line of cocaine
Not thinking about the future, just thinking about the past
The letter says invited and we would be delighted to throw back a few with you
Tonight it's on
Baby's gone
Well she's been spending all her time just thinking about the love she lost many years ago
But she aught to know that she can pass the next eight bars
and find nothing but booze and pain and heartache on the way
Got a broken car with a busted wheel, got a bloody hand that won't heal
That's my best excuse
Well I didn't say I'm past that point of caring about you anymore
But something's got to give
If you're going to live up to the good times that you promised me
I know that I'm not going to be around for very long
I get tired of sitting on this barstool thinking about you"
Not thinking about the future, just thinking about the past
The letter says invited and we would be delighted to throw back a few with you
Tonight it's on
Baby's gone
Well she's been spending all her time just thinking about the love she lost many years ago
But she aught to know that she can pass the next eight bars
and find nothing but booze and pain and heartache on the way
Got a broken car with a busted wheel, got a bloody hand that won't heal
That's my best excuse
Well I didn't say I'm past that point of caring about you anymore
But something's got to give
If you're going to live up to the good times that you promised me
I know that I'm not going to be around for very long
I get tired of sitting on this barstool thinking about you"
This New Year's, even though I am
one of the junior members, I think it's safe to say each of us might have a
broken car, a busted wheel, or a bloody hand that won't heal. But we
carry on, and convince those around us to live up to the good times
promised. And, noted Musicologists, I believe most of us do a fine job of
work living up to the good times, and squeezing the fun out of life, maybe
because of our scars rather than in spite of them. Happy New Years, and
Cheers.
Miranda Tavares
Flogging Molly, Whistles the Wind
Well, it's the end of the year,
and we're all looking back before we look forward. This song has so many layers
it can mean anything you want (pretty sure it's about David King's virtual
exile from Ireland after he had some issues with his VISA, but he was nice
enough to put things in soft focus so that it could still strike a chord with
some of us less worldly, more...well, boring folk). I love the lyrics, and there
are particular lines that jump out at me depending on my mood, but what I
really love is the music.
Flogging Molly generally rocks a
little (or a lot) harder than this, which I usually prefer, but this song is
just beautiful. I can't even begin to pick out how many and what types of
instruments are involved in weaving this tapestry (hey, I do humor and sarcasm;
when it comes to describing beauty, I'm forced to rely on cliches). I fully
admit that my utter lack of musical talent extends to being unable to
recognize basic instruments (I can pick out the drums! And the vocals!), but,
in this case, I'm fairly certain I'm not the only one struggling. All of the
melodies in this song meld so seamlessly into each other that the finished
product feels solid, almost three dimensional. I do know that I hear an
accordion, and, no disrespect to Weird Al or Tim Brennan, but I would never
have expected to describe accordion music as beautiful. So, fist bump for that.
The song stops short of haunting,
and I like that, too. It feels more accessible that way, more like a sturdy
friend's arm around your shoulder than a hazy spectre's finger beckoning you
from afar. It doesn't feel depressing, either, despite the lyrics. The richness
of the music keeps the whole from sounding lonely and abandoned. Whether you
take the lyrics as mourning the loss of your love, or your country, or yourself
(it is the end of the year, after all; are you who you want to be?) you are
assured that you are not the only one feeling these things. You have a
veritable symphony letting you know that we've all been there.
Dave Kelley
"Baby, baby drove up in a
Cadillac
I said, "Jesus Christ!
Where'd you get that Cadillac?"
She said "balls to you
daddy"
She ain't never coming
back."
The Clash, Brand New Cadillac
By the time The Clash released
"London Calling", they had moved far beyond their early days as a
pure punk band incorporating many other forms of music like ska, reggae, and
even jazz. They also brought a level of musical and lyrical
sophistication that would have seemed out of place on their early pure punk
releases. To my mind and ear, Joe Strummer and Mick Jones were, for a
period of time, one of the greatest musical collaborations we have
seen. My selection this week is a cover song that has no deep meaning or
social commentary of any sort. Basically his girl, or by now ex-girl, rolls
up in a brand new caddy and tells him to fuck off.
I picked this song for the sole
reason that I fucking love it. The guitar intro reminds me of a cross
between Dick Dale surf guitar and the theme song for the sixties Batman TV
show. The guitar solo is a classic Chuck Berry riff. If you are
playing air guitar to this song I believe a Chuck Berry duck walk is
mandatory. This is the song that the John Travolta and Uma Thurman
characters would have danced to in Pulp Fiction after they got sloppy drunk.
Music does many great things. One of the things that Rock and Roll can do
is shoot a bolt of adrenaline into our weary bloodstream. (Think the
needle jabbed into Uma's chest.) I do not do five hour energy drinks, but
love me some three minute energy music. If I had any musical talent and
played in a cover band, this tune would get played every damn night. As
Bruce says at many of his shows, there are no guarantees about eternal life,
but we are alive RIGHT NOW! This song makes me feel alive. Not bad
for a three minute, three chord song.
Kathy Seiler
Discography -
New Year's Eve
It's been a bumpy week filled
with all sorts of things I didn't want, or expect. This week has also been one
of introspection and physical and mental "cleaning out" that always
seems to follow Christmas for me. On weeks like this I often listen to
the blues and music with meaningful lyrics. On my better weeks I listen to
gangster rap and drop it low while cooking (just ask Phil, and one of those
posts will happen in the future). This wasn't one of those weeks! In this post,
I give you another Jill Scott song A Long Walk - one of my favorite pieces of poetry by her. I love the picture it paints, the
expression of the joy of the company of another person, both in speech and in
silence. It''s a really hard song to sing, but you will find me belting it out.
running out of air when it plays. Enjoy.
Phillip Seiler
It seems like a good year for contemplation and reflection and
what better way to experience that then through music. There was a tremendous
amount of great music this last year (and has there ever been a year with two
exceptional albums from artists in the year of their death like this one?) But
the album that most infected me this year was Darlingside's "Birds
Say". Darlingside is an all string band from the Boston area with layered,
harmonic vocals. The album is beautiful and my favorite track is the finale,
"Good For You" but that is not the song I am writing about
today.
Instead, I am reminded, as I search around youtube, that a great
song can be made even better by a great video.
Darlingside, God of Loss
I love this song. It has a beautiful, simple message and the
vocals are perfect as is the tempo. But the video takes it to an entirely
different level. Perfect in its simplicity. Perfect in its story. Great art
transcends. Just watch and enjoy...or weep as I did.
Mike Kelly
Death
Cab for Cutie, The New Year
Unless you're a
Trump supporting Cubs fan who hates listening to cool music, it's pretty clear
that 2016 has been a fairly shitty year. Fuck 2016 has become a cliche
even before 2016 is over with and I'm not going to pile on with this post.
Instead, I'm going
to talk more generally about how overrated New Years is in both theory and in
practice as well as how this song's argument is that the arbitrary demarcations
marking the passage of epochal time doesn't change the way people roll through
the world in any meaningful way. Most things (for better or for worse)
are consistent.
Let's quickly reset
what we all know about New Years: It's amateur hour where people who
don't typically get after it are plied with over-priced drinks that took 20
minutes to get and proceed to squeal and hug while secretly wishing they were
back in bed without all the trappings of fanciness. "Let's pretend we are
wealthy for just this once ... as 30 dialogues bleed into one" Ben
Gibbard sings.
However, what he's
really pointing out is that the same problems, desires and wishes that were
there a day ago are still shaping our minds and hearts and the fact that
something all of a sudden seems different because you need a new calendar is a
mirage. In fact, he mourns that passage of time and actually wants to go
back to "the old days- where I could travel just by folding a map"
and where "there could be no distance that could hold us back."
As someone who has
never strayed too far from school, this time of year has always been more like
halftime than the end of something so this song has always served as an
appropriate long game. So instead of turning this up real loud and
celebrating something supposedly new, we should celebrate the journey.
Happy New Year, I guess.
Gary Scudder
Jackson Browne, These Days
I went through a huge Jackson Browne phase in late high school and and in college, although it didn't make it past Running on Empty, which ended up being a prophetic title for an album and a career. Still, I liked his early albums quite a bit, and I downloaded a couple of them recently (I had his first five in album format, but they disappeared over the years) and some of the songs still resonated quite nicely. These Days has always been my favorite Browne song, and it even provided the name for a comic strip that I drew for my college newspaper. A friend of mine once joked that my dream is that when I die everyone on the planet will each owe me $10. I won't want the money, but it's essential that over the years I would have done more for them than they did for me. I suspect that this observation is very true. Now, why is this the case? Doubtless part of it is vanity, which speaks to a certain weakness of character, although there's obviously more to it than that. The excellent Dave Kelley has often opined that none of us ever survive our childhood, and, as with most things, he's correct. Somehow my parents, later strengthened by Marcus Aurelius and even later by religious precepts, convinced me that you always have to give more than you receive, which I think is a logical and fairly noble way for anyone to lead their lives, and it would almost instantly solve all the problems the world faces. Now, do I pull this off? Clearly, I don't, and it remains sadly aspirational. The other side of this is that my parents, and mainly my father, inculcated in me the belief that it is a sign of weakness to ever ask for help, which has left me pretty crazy. When my marriage was breaking up I ended up sleeping on the floor of my office for five months because I could not tell anyone that I needed help. All of this spins back to the Jackson Browne song because it is a reflection on the times that we've failed others, and that's something that really tears at me, especially at this time of the year. It seems to me that despite the best of intentions I've failed so many people, some of them spectacularly. So, if I have a New Year's resolution it would be to work harder towards that $10.
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Tom Waits "A Sight for Sore Eyes" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1j5ecdHpxTU
No one wallows quite like Mr. Waits. I admit, I'm a contender, but he's still the best. Because this is my least favorite time of year, New Year's Eve is a welcome relief: it means the holidays are officially over at the stroke of midnight.
In 1988, I was in love with an anarchist political science professor 14 years my senior, and moved to Montpelier with him. We lived in a tiny apartment on State Street and commuted to Burlington together in his El Camino wagon to teach at Trinity College. He owned 37 guns and we spent many a winter evening loading shotgun shells together, which taught me the true meaning of "shooting your wad." Loving Frank meant I didn't see him over the holidays, as he was away in Maine, hunting moose. He hunted all seasons: bow, rifle, muzzle-loader, which he considered his "high holy days." We always had venison. And PBR, before it was hipster beer. Ours was a tempestuous affair and when we'd quarrel I took refuge by filling up the big claw-foot tub and playing my Best of Tom Waits tape on the boombox. Alone on New Year's Eve 1988, I made myself a nice dinner, opened a bottle of champagne, phoned everyone I loved, then took a bath with Mr. Waits.
Frank and I parted ways shortly after the fall of the Berlin Wall, went on to find our true loves, and stay in touch, however infrequently. He emailed me a couple of weeks ago that he finally finished his book, an ecological interpretation of the Constitution: America's Environmental Legacies: Shaping Policy through Institutions and Culture. It only took him 29 years, but god love him, he persisted.
Listening to this song again, with its references to baseball greats I had little clue about as I pruned up in that big tub, I’m struck by the eloquence of the bar chat phrases, so spot on and evocative of dives where I plopped my ample Irish arse on a bar stool next to my friends, laughing, confessing, bullshitting, flirting, crying or debating. Having recently lost two of those folks, its boozy longing fits in a deeper way than it did in 88. "The old gang ain't around everyone has left town." I'll be toasting those palookas tonight. I hope they died with the radio on.
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